| ...I'm not exactly sure I'm actually in this life.
Sometimes I feel like its just continuing to go on without me. How come no one has answers...definite answers.
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| 4 significant people.... 1 felt that they just needed to tell me.... ....same conclusion.... "Where no counsel is, the people will fall: but in the multitude of counsellors there is safety." Prob. 11:14 I know what is it I have to do...I promise all of you...I won't let myself falter now... |
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| Gosh...i was just thinking in the car today coming home from work...I'm in such a different place of life right now...I feel like I'm on a totally different life map than most people. I think alot of deep things in the car driving home from work...dunno why that is....anyone else get that? Some weird things today: I deposited a check for a guy....in the memo where it usually has what the check was for (ie: lawn moving, loan pay off, kitchen renovation) on this particular check it said: Lovin' Just like that too...with the apostrophe and everything. Its gonna make me think weird about this guy everytime he comes in. From a distance I saw a cop car with its lights on behind this truck...I expected to see what i see almost everyday...a cop at the window of the truck telling the driver he so was NOT doing the speed limit. And then I get closer...and this big guy was at the cops window with a piece of his own paper and a pen....it looked like he was giving the COP a ticket...it made me giggle. Top that homeboy... |
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| couple interesting tid-bits worthy of a new xanga post... 
La-la Shah turned 21!!! (like the pic harsh harsh? lol) I'm still kinda stunned...gosh 21 years of life. You've got 21 years of life experience....which means your hopefully wiser than a lot of ppl and yet there's still so much more to learn. It's a pretty cool place to be. Congratz La-la the Great!! I'm so happy for her!!  (you prob. despise this pic. like slimey chicken...if you do...tell me) Also...the girl here seen cutting these waffles kinda surprised me tonight.... She's paid for a movie and now tonights dinner at TGIF's for me...Pretty sweet huh? That's megan. (stop laughing shane/shanna) It made me think....everyone needs someone who really cares about how they feel...who honestly gets crazy-haired angry when they are crazy-haired angry...who sobs uncontrollably when they can't stop crying either...who is as proud of something their friend accomplishes just as if it were their accomplishment...and who can slap you around when you need slapping around...lol. It makes me feel good to be that friend....and i want my own friends to be there for me like that too. ANyhow....random thought....I went to a chinese retaurant to pick up some bubble tea (in lakeland Fl..who knew!) and this little asian boy about 2 or so looks up at me with the most adorable face...i wanted to eat him alive....or steal him for a pet! lol |
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